Stupid Me

I met a cute guy the other day. I ended up giving him my sister's cell phone number because the paper he handed to me had her name on it. But then he asked if I had a cell and I just said something stupid like, "Yeah, but I never really answer it or have it with me... mumble, mumble..." ARG. I am so STUPID.

And then we chatted for a good while. 15-20 minutes? He's in a band. And truly the hottest guy I have ever met. I added his band on MySpace and his own page too. I left him a comment. And waited. He's been online twice today but he hasn't said anything back. I feel really stupid. I mean, he probably doesn't even like me. He's 20, almost 21 and I'm 18, with no car, an hour away from his house.... Ugh.

Cue the sad music: I just thought that for once I could be normal and have friends, possibly a boyfriend? And actually not be a-sexual towards him? It'd be nice to have all of that for even 5 minutes. Ugh. Socially defunked.