Who am I Not to Be?

My life is actually getting pretty interesting. I mean, in the last 3 years I've experienced more than I ever thought I would. And it's all changed me for the better. For real, I'm going to stop focusing on the negative and look at the positive. And, as much as I want to corrupt Sideburns, I can blog about more interesting things. (But if I do corrupt Sideburns, you'll definitely hear about it :D)

I've been talking to a girl online for about a year now. Last night she sent me this quote, maybe you've heard it before?

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?" - Marianne Williamson

WOW. I read that at like 3 AM. I was close to tears. And the fact that my friend cared enough to send that to me? I mean, I know I always pick philosophies and ideas to follow but I never actually do. This is going on that list. And for at least this month I'm going to believe this quote.

And, I'm going to work really hard. I might get a second job. I might look for a community college to go to. (Incidentally, what do I do if the community college near me doesn't have the major I want? I want English or Creative Writing, yet neither my old college nor the CC near me has either.) Anyways. Hopefully I'll be more positive and more exciting, y/n?